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I find myself unreasonably grumpy after a night of chaotic dreams involving many betraying friends from nearly every era of my life.

I should write it all out and figure out what I'm trying to tell myself but even thinking about it pisses me off.

Is it that I value my friends too highly and get unreasonably hurt when I find I am not equally valued or is it that I ate too much too late last night? Either way I am still haunted this morning.


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Apr. 30th, 2005 05:57 pm (UTC)
Once again the philosophy of "no one cares more about your business/life than you do is true." That doesn't mean you have to be jaded, it just spares you from being unduly hurt.

That even happens to old ladies. Betty called me on the last quilt day meeting and asked me if I wanted some chicken salad for lunch. She would bring me some as she was furnishing it. Well, she never showed. She finally called that evening to tell me she was sorry--everyone found it so good there were no left-overs. Well, she is still my friend. I was a bit aggravated though because she could have called me at noon rather than leave me waiting and waiting for a no show. I didn't have too much of an appetite, so I wasn't starving. It was a display of bad manners in my opinion. I just have to write it off as my feelings/needs were not that important to her.

Apr. 30th, 2005 06:50 pm (UTC)
Sometimes, in fact, often times, I will have dreams over and over until I tell my husband about them. There is probably someone you should be telling about these dreams and you are not.
Apr. 30th, 2005 10:34 pm (UTC)
If it helps to hear that someone else feels like you do I can put my foot forward to say that, yes, I value my friends (poosibly) too highly and get (possibly) unreasonably hurt when I find I am not equally valued.

In all reality, and I can only speak for my case, they probably DO value me and my friendship as much as they can but my expectations of them are too high.

Of course, it could be that other thing too, the late night snack? Little advice from me to you: avoid the exceptionally strong cheeses right before bed -- it never ends well. :)
Apr. 30th, 2005 10:59 pm (UTC)
Well I don't really know you very much, but I thnk you're pretty cool and I hope I get to know you more. ;)
May. 3rd, 2005 09:19 pm (UTC)
You can always cut them into small pieces and hide them in the freezer.
May. 3rd, 2005 09:44 pm (UTC)
Now THERE is an idea!
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